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2008-07-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

I am so sad today….
I lost my office key…
Search my whole bag for it…
Search my whole room for it…
Still no sign of it….
It is gone...
Gone forever...

So SAD... :_(

Relapse

2008-01-23T17:43:00.000+08:00

The PAIN is back.... %$&^% Buay Tahan... can’t work properly, even have to control breathing every now and then in order to minimize the pain... Probably one day the “jialat jialat” pain will strike and that could be the end of everything...

Now I understand why pple kill themselves when they are seriously ill....

Not just only because they dun wish to be a burden to the family, it is really a torture... the pain that they have to bear.. it is there everyday, every hour, every minute, every second... and no one can simply understand unless they are in their shoes...

My Drawing Exas Result is out

2008-01-06T17:47:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!!.. finally i passed the examination....

and i passed with flying colours...

Yeah!!!

Rainy Season

2007-12-10T12:26:00.000+08:00

So cold this month...

It's December...

X'mas is coming and it reminds me of LOVE ACTUALLY....

every year, every X'mas, i will think of this movie....

Obviously it has a big impact on me...

Haa....

Jenny's wedding or Shinryo's DnD???

2007-12-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

Answer : Jenny's wedding but where is the bride?? Haa Haa.. we left her out....

Weird

2007-11-16T18:08:00.000+08:00

I am sick but i can't explain where i am sick.

just hate the way i am feeling right now...

not headache, no pain, nothing.... but i just feel very "uneasy" and "uncomfortable"

What a terrible feeling which i can't explain... ^%#%$*^%*&^

Shock

2007-11-16T18:06:00.000+08:00

Recently my boss wants me to focus on doing dynamic shock analysis for the critical stations...

this had made me exposed to a lot of shock analysis...

i feel that i am really in a state of "shock" lo...

I am sick...

2007-11-02T18:48:00.000+08:00

I am having a massive pain in my gum and cheek bone...

Can’t really work...

pain pain... :(

Disappointment vs Surprise

2007-11-02T18:47:00.000+08:00

Disappointment = Fail with high hope
Surprise = Succeed with no expectation

Irony... Hence sometime it is better not to have high hopes or else the disappointment will be greater... -_-!! Haiz...That is so demoralizing

Just to drop a note

2007-10-20T11:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday someone complained that i din not blog for a long time.. hm... currently no major issue to blog ley... erm...

currently life is very stable.... but hoe very busy ley.. unlike that "ying ying mei dai zi"

My UK (Colchester) Trip

2007-08-28T12:36:00.000+08:00

21 July 2007 – Day 1
My Flight from Singapore to KLIA is at 10.05am... Reach Changi Airport at ard 8am, had breakfast at MAC and I have to check in... I was supposed to transit at KLIA and took the flight at 11.05am for the 13hr flight to UK London. However there is a flight delay of 6hours (got a RM100 voucher from MAS).. OMG... So My colleague, JL and I are stuck in the Airport for 6 hours, had a complimentary lunch and DINNER at the airport... Haiz.. This is not the worst... I prepared for the worst cos by the time we get to UK London Heathrow Airport, it will be already midnight, there will be no train service. It is true... I slept at Heathrow airport until 5.30am so that I can catch the first train to Russell Square to meet my client... What a uncomfortable sleep at that airport...

22 July 2007 – Day 2
Went to Russell Square, Trivistock Hotel to meet my client, Mr Lim then we had a quick morning tour around London and went back to the hotel to wait for the taxi to fetch us to Colchester Holiday Inn... After 2-3 hours car ride, we reached Colchester Holiday Inn...

We checked in and had a quick bathe and decided to go to Colchester town to have a walk as well as our meal... I had a Fish and Chip Junior but it is still an adult for me...

We managed to shop a bit cos the shops closed very early and we are only able to shop in one shop (One pound shop)... then we walked around visit museums and had dinner at Mac... then went back to have an early sleep...

23 July 2007 – Day 3
Had a very early breakfast then set off to “FW” Fan Factory... We were welcomed by the Project Manager and a senior PM.. Then factory test starts quickly... Had sandwiches for lunch and factory test again... At around 5.30pm, we were sent back to the hotel and bathe and wait for the senior PM to bring us out for dinner @The Swan... I had a Pint of prawns for starter and a fish for main course.. very very filling...

24 July 2007 - Day 4
Had breakfast then set off to Fan Factory.. Factory test starts... Had sandwiches for lunch and factory test again... At around 2pm, we were sent to the town to do our shopping.. I bought about 10 pounds of stuffs.. mostly chocloates for the company... We then took a taxi back as One big shot from Supplier is bringing us out for dinner... Meet his wife at the restaurant (The boat restaurant).

I had chicken bread for starter (very nice) and a fried salmon for main course... Portion is still ok...

25 July 2007 - Day 5

Had breakfast then packed bag to check out then set off to the Factory.. Today’s test is the most critical test of all. Our 1st attempt = fail as one of the voltage drop probe gana burn.. we had to try it again... after a couple of hours, 2nd attempt starts... when the test is stable, the PM bought us out for lunch.. we went to a cottage and i had fish and chip. I know everyone is worried about the test so we rushed back once we are done... At around 2pm, the test is complete and is a success..

After all documentation, we head for London at ard 4pm.

The driver made a lot of turns as he is unable to find St Giles hotel... in the end we reach the hotel at 8pm... London service “gana sai”... the receptionist very attitude.. din include breakfast.. then gave us one smoking room although we requested for 2 non smoking.. The room is super small... That is not the worst, the door’s self lock is malfunction, so I have to use a chair to block the door...

After settling down, we went to have our dinner. We had chinese food (opened by Singaporean) and a bowl of simple ramen cost about S$15... In Singapore you can get it for S$4... How to survive?

26 July 2007 - Day 6

In the morning, JL and I visited the British museum.. Spend almost the whole morning there...

Metup with Mr Lim at Piccadilly Circus station at around noon. We had KFC for lunch... Then we start to shop around..

Visited The Gallery and Big Ben... We manage to catch the last cruise tour near the London Eye, saw the London Bridge and the London Tower Bridge...

The Gallery

Big Ben

London Bridge

London Tower Bridge

London Eye

Then we went to Chinatown for Dinner.. i had roast duck and cold chicken rice... Quite a big plate... then walked a round then went back to rest...

27 July 2007 - Day 7

Checked out at 8am then we set off to the Heathrow station. A very long queue to check in at the airport.. and we had to pass a lot of security checks.. Flying at 1230 from Heathrow... Watched Shiek 1, 2 & 3 and some taiwan varitety show... Fell alseep every now and then.

28 July 2007 - Day 8

Reaching KL at 9.25am for transit... Tot of claiming the RM100 on the way back but the flight to Singapore is a small plane and doesn't offer the purchase... sianz.... Reach Singapore at around 11am.. Home Sweet Home and gift giving lo

a long busy month indeed

2007-06-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

Tired... Busy... Lack of sleep... Oh... it was a busy month...

From planning mother's day, yuan birthday, exams, father's day, exams... Not forgetting tons and tons of work and submission to finish...

My mentor had been posted to another work site and he will be away for a month.. Haiz... this means more work for me... Indeed, i was being pushed to finalise an equipment selection after he left the office for a couple of days... Stressed...

So now doing a lot of adhoc stuffs here and there... Jeopadising my revision for my exams... Arghhh more stress... Hope i can score well for the exams..

A bad news: i may not be able to go for the Colchester factory test.. Haiz... a bit "si bai" until now i am still not sure am i able to go... Sad...

But still i wan a holiday... although it seems easy but it isn't... Argghhh... No other choice, i only have one way out.. which is Gambatte ne....

Sick for almost a week

2007-04-04T12:32:00.000+08:00

Probably due to the weather, i had sore throat last week... leading to cough and then flu and back to cough again...

haiz... quite bad... well hope it will be better before good friday cos it will be a long weekend for me... let's hope it will be a GOOD friday...

Hee...

P.S.. Recently one of my colleagues was asking me why i din blog recently.. so i blog now and HELLO to you.. you know who la.. haa haa...

A weekend which i wish i dun have it....

2007-03-19T11:18:00.000+08:00

Everyone happily looking forward to this saturday as we had a chalet at Sentosa... Mummy packed a lot of food for dinner in the room.. At ard 5+pm, we happily unload everything from the car into the room, while waiting for daddy as he went to parked his car, we recieved a bad news from dad, Bro and LQ(sister-in-law) had an accident at AYE, Lower Delta exit... Everyone just stopped doing their things are quickly rushed to SGH.

I drove and when we reached SGH A&E department, i saw Bro on the stretcher, just alighted from the ambulance.. everyone got down the car to check him out while i parked the car... I ran to the entrance as quickly as possible and when i reached, i saw LQ alighting from the ambulance, blood stains cam be seen all around her.. Everyone was so anxious and frightened...

Luckily i have Ling, he quickly contacted their insurance agent and checked their insurance coverage just in case there is a need for hospitalisation. At the same time, checking with the Traffic police about bro's bike and location of accident.. He also help to apply leave for Bro as Bro had work on Sunday... He helped with most of the things while the rest of us are like ants in the wok... We can do nothing but wait.

Soon a paramedic attended to us saying that from his observation, there is no serious injuries with both of them, only abrasion and some cuts that required stitches, but for we still need the doctor's confirmation... We then feel better... We start waiting... Wait and wait and wait... Soon i was called in to talk to my brother as he was much sober and was looking for LQ.. so i went in to calm him down.. at least i know he is alright... but i can't find LQ... So again we wait..

At ard 11, we were told that it is better for Bro to stay in the hospital for 8hours of obsevation period as he was unconscious for a few minutes right after the accident but he is fit enough to walk around. Unexpectedly, for LQ, her case is more serious as her left elbow was fractured and required a surgery hence she had to be hospitalised.

After settling her admission, Ling sent her family home, while mum and sister went back to Sijori to rest as sis just came back from a camp and very obvious she had insufficient sleep... Me stayed with daddy to see LQ to her ward... At the meantime, bro was called back to his room for some check-up.. he dozed off quickly - must be too tired, so daddy and me will look after LQ... We see her to her ward and see her rest and daddy will start making his rounds up and down the whole night while ling and i went back to sijori for rest... Poor dad, as LQ's ward and Bro's observation room is at two extreme ends, he had to walk up and down to check on them... he made 8 rounds in 8 hours that night... He is indeed on wonderful daddy...

the next day, Ling went back to the hospital with mummy to help in bro's hospital stuff (but he done it himself). Yuan and I went back to Hospital at ard noon afetr checking out... LQ is still waiting for her turn to have the surgery, poor thing, she was so hungry til she feel like vomitting.. but no choice... We left the hospital at ard 1+pm as bro wanted to go to the accident location to have a look.

We went to the accident location and illegally parked beside the AYE... when we abt to leave, a bike hit Ling's right rear mirror, luckily is the rear mirror as it is flexible enough to come back to its position and no scratches... Unfortunately the rider who is a TP officer, scolded us as it is very worng for us to do that, but bro explain that he need to come to the place to have a look... luckily he let us off...

We set off to drop Bro back to SGH to keep LQ accompany, we left for home as everyone need a rest especially dad... We too had to prepare to attend my cousin birthday party.. it is not nice that no one attend as we gave our confirmation.. After the celebration, we went back to the hosiptal. While on the way to hospital, I called mum and knew that LQ had went for the Operation and they are now waiting.. We waited and waited til 12+ but still no sign of her... We had to go home as Yuan had school and we had work.. so we went back while parents and Bro stayed.. Went home and rest.

At ard 1+am, i recieved Brother's sms that LQ's operation is over... At least everyone can really have a good rest...

Hope this trip is a success

2007-03-07T18:18:00.000+08:00

yeah... we are going for a holiday.... Last year i brought my parents to Hongkong... Although this year had a budget cut, still manage to squeeze out some $$ for a trip...

We are going to Melaka and Genting... Yeah... Melaka trip is for my parents and Genting is for Yuan.. too bad lor, singapore's Escape theme park is nothing to her, lets hope Genting's theme park is good enough to give her some adrenaline rush....

so happy that Kor and LQ ia joining us this time, last year, they gave it amiss to hongkong...

So looking forward for the trip....

Laaa Laa Laaa.....

My Messenger was hacked...

2007-03-05T12:37:00.000+08:00

Xuete...

my msn messenger was hacked and i am unable to retrieve any contacts... Argh....

Xuete... Xuete.. Xuete...

Nothing special happen recently...

2007-02-08T14:41:00.000+08:00

Life becomes very simple and quiet... I quite like the feeling of it... Everyday I can peacefully focus on my work, family and my darling... probably many people may finds it as boring lifestyle... Everyday work, goes home, have dinner, watch TV and sleep... But it had been taking a very long time for my life to come back to this boring routine which I enjoy...
Although I know this peaceful life may not last that long, I still hope it lasts...

Leong liao...

2007-01-13T09:25:00.000+08:00

My handphone can’t ring anymore... Due to the resistor for the speaker break off from the circuit, I could not use the loudspeaker... now my phone is forever silent mode le...

Haiz.. dunno when I will have the spare cash to buy a decent phone... So leong now...

MISS YOU SO MUCH

2006-11-23T14:25:00.000+08:00

I miss my yuan yuan so much... she had flown to ShangHai for a school exchange program... Miss her so much... My everyday seems to be missing of something... my house became so quiet... I miss her saying Jie Jie Ai Ni...

Manage to talk to her for 2 minutes on the phone... although the total talk time is 5 minutes - the phone is passing around everyone... I can see everyone is missing her so much.. hope she does too... haa haa...
Can’t wait for 2nd Dec to come faster.. still got so many days ar... arghh... SIANZZZZ....

A special moment on AYE

2006-11-17T14:11:00.000+08:00

Usually AYE will be packed with cars, however yesterday was a special day as the traffic flow from Town to West was extremely slow while for the other side probably only one car drove past in every ten seconds ...

In addition, there will be a couple of traffic police stationed on every bridge.. Suddenly the news I hear in the afternoon struck me, George Bush is in Singapore and his car will drive pass AYE... No wonder... every driver on my side of traffic slowed down so as to catch a glimpse of Mr President of America... Me too had slowed down cos there is no way for me to speed... Haa Haa...

Slow traffic all the way from Alexandra exit to Clementi.... On the way, I could observed on the other side of the road, from 1 vehicle per ten seconds to no cars to two traffic police motorcycles speeding off to more traffic police vehicles driving past... and out of a sudden, two cars with black-coloured windows and America flags at the front drove past me.. and lots of traffic polices vehicles to lastly 2 traffic police cars to wrap up that two minutes of “excitement” ride...

Why exciting? Cos I have to drive, look out of the president’s car and beware of the front and back vehicles at the same time... I know it is dangerous for me to be distracted.. But it is the president of America.. Wow, he was much closer to me as compared to that of Mr Nathan in the national stadium this year national day celebration...

Before I can come back to my normal self, my mum called. The first thing I told her is USA President, Mr George Bush just drove past me.. Haa Haa... My sister asked if it is like the scene in the Korean Drama “Palace”... it may be similar but it is more serious and grand.... and of course it is real...

Feel Like crying...

2006-11-09T15:21:00.000+08:00

Accidentally got my middle finger caught between my company main door... Pain til i wan to cry, so ran quickly to toilet but too bad, I still have to act like nothing happen cos one of my colleagues is in the toilet washing her cups...

Very Pain.. there is a swollen sensation now in my middle finger...

Haze…

2006-10-19T13:29:00.000+08:00

The Haze is indeed a big problem and it starts to pose a threat to my health.. Initially was just a cough but now is endless vomit and no appetite…

Can’t sleep well cos the weather at night is so hot and so many mosquitoes giving me endless itchiness and pain… “HAO XIN KU”
Life had been busy lately and yet what a “smoky” environment to live in… Anyway, please go away, Mr Haze and give me back a healthy environment so that I can live happily with my loved ones……

Kukup Trip

2006-09-12T16:24:00.000+08:00

Been to Kukup last weekend with mummy and her friends… It is a good place for one to relax and do nothing, really nothing… there is no place for you to shop... probably a game of golf, a game of mahjong and singing… which doesn’t interest me at all… So what did I do for the 3 days and two nights? As the organizing team did not come up with an itinerary, so basically all I do is eat, stare blankly, eat and walk around in the resort alone… What a waste for my weekend…

It could be a nice place for people like me who love to walk… I wish to explore the place. However, I went with the wrong people, a group of people who is only interested in playing mahjong... %#@$%$... They can play 3 whole days of mahjong and never ever get bored... I simply don’t understand... why came a long way from Singapore to Kukup to play mahjong... if that is their aim, they can play mahjong in their own house without coming all the way to Kukup…

There is a small group who are not interested in mahjong, had trekking and I am not notified... $#%#%^… But what to do? The more I comment, the more trouble I will get…

But there is a twist on the last day at Kukup. A fire breakout which never happen in that village… A very big one… the fire gobbled down two houses, luckily no one is injured or killed… din manage to get some close up pictures as I dun wish to hinder the fire fighting process… nothing can be done, in just an hour, 2 houses are gone… it can considered as a lesson learnt. How cooperative these villagers can be… unlike the group of “aunties” in my group... simply “bo chap”… I asked one of the “aunties” to inform the boss of the resort to switch off the main power as to prevent fire from spreading… yet all she do is look away and pretend nothing happen.. WTF… that is one ugly Singaporean indeed… The other case is I overheard another auntie said, “That is not our problem”… my heart dropped… that lady is in her forties... I could conclude she too lived in a village before but yet where is her kampong spirit gone? What will our younger generation be if that is her teaching? Probably one day, people around us will become more and more heartless... everyone only think of themselves… Or probably it is just me, I am raised in a good mannered family and upon exposed to this ugly behaviour, I couldn’t accept the reality…

FLY AWAY

2006-06-16T12:24:00.000+08:00

i am flying

good bye Singapore

Hong kong here i come....

Weeeeeeeeee...............

$$$

2006-06-06T12:34:00.000+08:00

Still the same problem go arounds me again and again… Money Money Money… How to find money… Can’t imagine how my dad can feed the whole family… Although I not the only breadwinner for the family but think I have to contribute a lot, really much more than present… Have to find $$$ somehow or rather… I need another part time job…

hong kong

2006-06-06T12:33:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah… I am flying to Hong Kong next weekend… a lot of things to plan and many things still haven done yet… from tickets to accommodation to exchange money to luggage bags to tour route… How to plan…. Scratch head... Furthermore have to taken into consideration my dad’s fast shopping speed, my mum’s difficulty in excessive walking and Yuan’s mood swing… very scary to plan a family outing… Most important $$$... Had to spend to the last cent le.. sob sob sob… Hope that all will enjoy the trip or else I will be very very very sad... Hee Hee

Farewell Teacher

2006-05-29T12:42:00.000+08:00

Attended the wake of a teacher, Mr Wong Kiow from my secondary school (Jurong Sec. Sch)… He may not had taught me but he was then our prominent discipline master… Although he is fierce, he is really a very good and professional teacher… A teacher that you hardly can find one nowadays…

The news of his death is very shocking. I received a sms from my sec. classmate that he passed away on Sunday night. I last heard about him is the school organized a retirement dinner for him late last year or early this year. Life is so unpredictable.

He died peacefully… what I heard his death could either be a heart attack or virus attack from his diabetes while he was sleeping.

Many of his students attended his wake… saw a lot of familiar faces… the most frequent starting line is always “Long time no see, how have you been?” Considered a gathering? Could be…

Looking at him lying peacefully in his coffin, brings back the moments that he shouted at naughty students in school and I recalled he once scolded me til I cried cos I din not do my part as a monitress.. that was 11 years back… His looks din change much except with a few white hairs… He is forever the teacher that all the Jurong Sec students will respect… His name, his image, his teaching will forever be in our hearts…
Farewell Mr. Wong, Farewell….

Trips….

2006-05-17T13:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah… I am going for a lot of trips lor… Actually two la.. not much… But considered a lot this year le.. I had been to Vietnam in Feb, KL in Early May.. and now one in late may, one in mid June..

One is Desaru this weekend… A getaway from tons of work… only a night staying over.. going in on Sat and will be back on Sunday.. No shopping will be done cos it is a relaxing trip… Hee Hee… i can feel the wind, smell the beach and hear the wave le, they are all calling me… haa haa

Next trip is to HongKong… Finally I am going to HongKong... This time I am bringing my family along... A bit disappointed that my brother and sister-in-law are unable to join us… But still excited cos it is the first time my parents are taking plane.. but I very poor can only pay for budget airticket so hope it wun spoilt their first impression.. hee hee… So excited… After the trip, I will have to eat bun and water for my lunch le cos broke liao.. haa haa…

Oppss.. probably another one in early June.. Bring my sister to Sunway Lagoon.. haa haa… Broke Liao Broke Liao….

i am too tired

2006-04-18T12:46:00.000+08:00

i think i am too tired of my ife...

really tired....

I almost hit by a lorry...

2006-03-27T16:23:00.000+08:00

Last night i had been partying with my cousins and managed to sleep at 2am... Due to work, i had to wake up at 6.30am.. Probably due to insufficient sleep.. my soul seems to be out of my body... A soul-less body.

As i am slightly behind schedule (cos i had to record the kickboxing clip on CNA), i crossed the road without waiting for the green man. As it is a T junction, I checked the traffic from right and the one from the interchange. I dunno why i din check the traffic from left (which i usually do).. in the end a lorry was just 20m away and it honked me... The honk really brings my soul back to my body and i realised that i am in such dangerous position. i quickly ran to the walkway... in just a sec, the lorry drove past my back... Phew!!! It is really close.... I finally really know tat how much a second makes a difference... if i am late or my reaction is slower by a second, i wun be here typing this... my soul could really be taken away by some unknown “friends”...

Chinese has this saying : Road is like the tiger’s mouth... True True....

Another Shoot

2006-03-25T12:02:00.000+08:00

CNA’s producer requests to have another shoot again.. i am quite surprised that we are wanted again... cos i feel that everyone’s excitement is no longer there... Haa Haa... however i am still looking forward for the next shoot which will be on 2nd April.. This time round i have to wear white or red top... hope that i wun look fat.... cos i already look fat in black... hee hee...

I am glad that i decided to take up kickboxing. Initially when my friend, A approached me whether am i interested in kickboxing, i hesitated.. but with the support from BB, i give it a try. And this decision really changed my life. From TNT, i get to know lotsa of pple, different race, nationality...

I feel really comfortable there, it seems like my second home.. and of course human factor is important, which i think i am missing in my current job.. My beautiful boss, Amanda who will always tells me stories so as to prevent me from following her path and friendly coach, Hozefa who dares to do almost everything.. and not forgetting all the members from all walks of life.... My life is beautified...

Sometimes, i feel so stressed up at work / personal feeling, but i tend to forget everything when i reach the center... i dunno why... One word : Comfortable

FYI : Anyone interested in kickboxing, should consider TNT kickboxing.. Feel free to visit their website www.tntkickboxing.com.sg

Joke....

2006-03-15T17:51:00.000+08:00

There is a lady cleaner who cleans Justice Bao’s study room. (FYI: Justice Bao also known as Bao Zheng aka Bao Gong...) This cleaner discovered that whenever Justice Bao is going to pass a verdict, he will touch his forehead and mumbling some words (FYI: He had a moon-like ‘scar’—sorry i used this word ‘scar’ cos i dunno what is the better word for it).. Back to the story, so the cleaner is very puzzled and curious to find out why... So she walked very close to Justice Bao, pretend to sweep the floor and she overheard him saying : “i will punish you on behalf of the moon”

In case, you din get the joke.. read the comics Sailormoon. The main character, Sailormoon will always say i will punish you on behalf of the moon..

In case, you get the joke, Haa Haa Haa.....
This is meant to be a joke, please dun get offended... Sorry Justice Bao....

My New Blog

2006-03-11T16:08:00.000+08:00

I am sorry if you are reminded by friendster that i update my blog... That is why i created another blog so that whenever i update my blog... it will not affect you... I will not transfer all the previous posts over, neither i will delete them.. Probably just leave them as it is...

What YW said is right... If my friends are interested in knowing more about me, they will visit my blog often.. however one will be annoyed by the email alerts, he/she dun care at all..