LOST…

I am so sad today….
I lost my office key…
Search my whole bag for it…
Search my whole room for it…
Still no sign of it….
It is gone...
Gone forever...

So SAD... :_(

Relapse

The PAIN is back.... %$&^% Buay Tahan... can’t work properly, even have to control breathing every now and then in order to minimize the pain... Probably one day the “jialat jialat” pain will strike and that could be the end of everything...

Now I understand why pple kill themselves when they are seriously ill....

Not just only because they dun wish to be a burden to the family, it is really a torture... the pain that they have to bear.. it is there everyday, every hour, every minute, every second... and no one can simply understand unless they are in their shoes...

My Drawing Exas Result is out

Yeah!!!.. finally i passed the examination....

and i passed with flying colours...

Yeah!!!

Rainy Season

So cold this month...

It's December...

X'mas is coming and it reminds me of LOVE ACTUALLY....

every year, every X'mas, i will think of this movie....

Obviously it has a big impact on me...

Haa....

Jenny's wedding or Shinryo's DnD???

Answer : Jenny's wedding but where is the bride?? Haa Haa.. we left her out....

Weird

I am sick but i can't explain where i am sick.

just hate the way i am feeling right now...

not headache, no pain, nothing.... but i just feel very "uneasy" and "uncomfortable"

What a terrible feeling which i can't explain... ^%#%$*^%*&^

Shock

Recently my boss wants me to focus on doing dynamic shock analysis for the critical stations...

this had made me exposed to a lot of shock analysis...

i feel that i am really in a state of "shock" lo...

I am sick...

I am having a massive pain in my gum and cheek bone...

Can’t really work...

pain pain... :(

Disappointment vs Surprise

Disappointment = Fail with high hope
Surprise = Succeed with no expectation

Irony... Hence sometime it is better not to have high hopes or else the disappointment will be greater... -_-!! Haiz...That is so demoralizing